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WoW its been a minute since i have written anything!  So i have been having a hard few weeks...it seems like when it rains it decides to POUR it all out on top of you!!! (I just wish it was gum balls like in bedtime stories...bummer). but hey...what can i do about it?! put on some poka dot rain boots and a pull out a ladybug umbrella and strut it along the way i guess right! : P the truth is that we all have our sturggles in life and i have grown quite fond of them because without them i dont know what i would do. They have made me so much stronger and i know i can over come anything im like super girl (i just need a kick butt cape and mask). complete side note i just saw a boost moble commercial and i want you all to know how much i hate them! ANYWAYS......as i have stated i LOVE positive awesome things! thats kinda my thing for 2010! One of my awesome friends posted a quote that i love and maybe i love it because i love Marilyn Monroe but i just wanted to share it with you all.  "I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and sometimes hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best". ♥ Marilyn Monroe 
I LOVE THAT!!!! Think about it we all have those days where at some point we can relate to this. I guess in the end what matters most is the person standing next to you along the journey. Maybe its not just one person maybe you have a whole team of people. I know at times we feel alone and a little frustrated with life and its demanding challenges but we always have somewhere to turn and go. NO MATTER what may come our way we all are loved by someone in the world and that very person is thinking of you often. For me knowing that and having a firm understanding that no matter how bad my day is or how great it is i know that someone is on my team and what a reward it will make the journey with them with me!!! The truth is that i am so imperfect, i am out of control becuase i dont like to live life by a rule book, i wear my insecurities on my sleeves, and my inpatientness comes from the fact that i am selfish and i dont want to wait for things to happen i want to make them come when i want them too! So if you can see past all of this and accept it i would like to welcome you to my crazy world! (it only gets better) :)