dirty lil secrets

So last time i was really really really upset about the once apon a time love of my life Ronnie Brewer. In the end i realized i needed to move on but how!? So....there is a pretty popular show that i love (american idol) and tonight i found my new love! WHO? you ask....his name is Casey and he is pretty much the most BEAUTIFUL man i have ever seen. Let me explain...

If you have watched the show and seen him you have noticed his amazing hot singing voice which has given him MAJOR points. Then lets move on to his hair...yes yes i know its long and i really dont like that on most guys but on him i love it and i love the fact that its curly. ( Hot Singing Guy + curly hai r= I want to marry you) Its like he just got out of the shower and its curly wet and you know it smells wonderful and you just want to run your fingers through his hair as you kiss him!!! agh! Then his smile oh my gosh i just cant help but smile back at the tv when he smiles on stage or just at all for that matter. Then suddenly i end up looking like barbie with a glued on smile. :) Then lets talk about his outfits...I LOVE the shirts he wears oh and his jeans!!! He is a good dresser which makes me very happy indeed. oh my good golly! I guess in all you can say i am a sucker for boys who are a lil cowboyish. I honestly think its ment to be folks. OH and he is going to atleast make the top five...i have yet to narrow it down from there. 

I LOVE CASEY!!!!!! <3

UP and DOWN up AND down.....

The journey of life is full of ups and downs. Sometimes good and somtimes bad. I am more than sure you all know what i am talking about! Well yesterday i faced a down....for some of it it will seem completely pointless and stupid but i am really upset about it!! But lets back up just a bit and let me give you some history leading into this castistrophic disapointment. Most of you know that Utah does have a NBA basketball team known as the Utah Jazz. I remember being little and watching the jazz when they were in their prime with John stockton and Carl Malone. (oh the good ole days) Well about two years ago myself and my best friend and i decided that it would be so awesome to attend a Jazz game in these really awesome outfits we put together. So we purchesed out tickets and dressed in out Jazz jerseys and knee high socks with white tennies with our baby blue work out shorts on and headed for the energy solutions arena. Oh and did i mention it was the middle of january in salt lake city.(Freazzing) Yeah i know we got some great looks and it was so much FUN! I remember this night not because it was a up moment in my life but because it was the night i fell in love with #9....Yes thats right RONNIE BREWER!!! From that day on i watched almost every game and cheered him on! I was smitten by a man i would never meet but no one was ever going to change the little girl dream that we would one day meet and fall in love and live happily ever after....till yesterday when the Jazz decided that they would trade the love of my life to Memphis!!! WHAT THE HECK...WHO DO THEY THINK THEY ARE!?!?!? As you can imagine i was devistated.So now i am in a down in my life. Guess im changing teams sorry jazz you will totally miss out on the epic outfits now! bummer for you all.